Hello again!

Things are much better this week. You’ll be happy to know that I made it into the spa, where my regular pedicurist fixed up my broken toenail with a tip and made it look like nothing had ever happened. I will have to be more careful the next time I am fleeing the scene from a man who cares about me too much.

I have to admit that I’m still kicking myself a bit about that. I really hate that things ended the way they did, but I just was not ready for a serious relationship. Sure, I should have seen that things were headed that way, but I really didn’t. I guess it just snuck up on me. So, this week has been pretty quiet on the sex front. I have been in a bit of a funk and haven’t heard from the other guy I was seeing either.

I guess we all have dry spells. Mine will clear up. It is probably best anyway. I have a ton of work to do. It will give me a chance to get caught up on some things there, as well as, things on the homefront. I could use some new lingerie, as well. If I’m going to go into my coccoon and come out a butterfly, I’m definitely going to have invest in making sure my wings are fresh and magnificent. In the meantime, I have my own little drawer of toys that I can use to entertain myself for a bit. I’ve never had a empty bed for long, but when I do, there are certain bonuses like just laying in bed with a butterfly strapped into place. I love letting the vibrations get me all hot and bothered and then pulling out my favorite toys to finish the job. Like most women will tell you, there is really no one that knows how to please me as well as I know how to please myself.

The only problem with that is that, also like most women, I still crave the male species over anything else. There really is no substitute for a virile man between your legs. I love the warm flesh and pulsating tool pounding me into submission. I’ve never been too much for vanilla sex, always preferring things a bit rougher than the normal girl. That is hard to give one’s self. You pretty much need a man with an animal instinct to really get the kind of punishment I prefer.

Not to mention, it is impossible for me to give my own feet the kind of attention they deserve. There is no turn on in the world like having a hot, hard man suck your toes before giving you every inch he has to offer.

Whew! Now I have myself all worked up. I’m going to have to go see what I can do to let off some steam. I already have a few fun ideas. See you all later!

Kisses from Helen

Previous entries:

He gave me a sexy foot massage.
He just kept glancing at my feet!!
I found the most precious little shoe shop!

I know a guy with a foot fetish when I see one!
We will be buying shoes for him to admire!
I broke a toenail down the middle.